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November 24, 2005not-so-distant pastit's weird to be in warm weather in november and not seeing the usual christmas shopping rush or hearing the... July 24, 2005the problem of forgivingit was the night when the medication was taken off from my father. i didn't feel like doing anything or... June 27, 2005it all started here...one ordinary saturday night in boston, december 12, 2003, around 11pm, 307 beacon street apartment 4. a few bottles of... May 12, 2005three months and nine daysthere are times when you just have to lock up all those unnecessary questions (that no one can answer anyway... November 24, 2004the surest way to erase someone from your memoryis not with a computer and cables stuck into your brain like in 'eternal sunshine for the spotless mind.' no,... September 28, 2004fed uphanging by the invisible thread of false promises, stumbling from one deception to another. what a fool, believing there's still... July 16, 2004solitudecall me cynical or bitter. but really nothing is ever what it seems to be. i'll take solitude any day... July 09, 2004isn't it tragic?dreams are beautiful only when they stay as dreams. when dreams become reality, they lose all of their worth. the... June 01, 2004still there...it comes in waves in short and long intervals but it never goes away the slippery path of the uncertain... March 03, 2004a borrowed time"They say that dreams are real only as long as they last. Couldn't you say the same thing about life?"... January 30, 2004midnite contemplationso is it all or nothing? or is it just half of something unreal? the confusion has to have an... January 22, 2004dazedwhat do you do when you're faced with a temptation so absolute and so real that you no longer have... December 17, 2003holiday & the definition of happinessin about 12 hours i'll be on a plane to honolulu for a 10-day vacation with my parents and sister...... December 12, 2003bus 174bus 174 is a documentary about a bus hijack that took place in rio de janeiro on june 12, 2000... September 09, 2003tuesdaycan't think of a more enticing entry title at all. i sometimes wish that i don't have to put in... May 29, 2003so what is it all about?i really need to learn to focus on one thing at a time. i always try to do multiple things... April 17, 2003escapistif i were allowed just one selfish moment.... i wanna run far away, leave to another world, transform into a... April 15, 2003a few links...i actually wanted to write more, but as i'm quite brain dead by now, i can only manage to post... April 12, 2003February 19, 2003three liesthree lies we learned in school: [1] answering questions as opposed to asking them, [2] endless memorization as a learning... February 06, 2003my only goal(and i think everybody's, too, for that matter) is to find happiness on a day-to-day basis. this is my conclusion... February 05, 2003the insufficiency of language"As soon as we start putting our thoughts into words and sentences everything gets distorted, language is just no damn... January 02, 2003personal vs commercialhmmm... just finished watching episode 8 of meteor garden 2 (yup, i'm one of them :P) and read some of... December 28, 2002to be completely naked"'...to say the very thing you really mean, the whole of it, nothing more or less or other than what... October 16, 2002who i am...In the complete chaos and confusion of my perpetual search for myself, quite unexpectedly, I ended up finding God instead.... September 20, 2002inertiamoving on a straight line with no end and no beginning each day, everyday is just like the one before... July 31, 2002July 28, 2002we don't understand what we can't create.and thus we can't fully appreciate them and take them for granted. like trees, for example.... July 22, 2002"orang asing"(a friend sent this today... very interesting stuff...) Tempo - 1 Agustus 1999 goenawan moehammad Ketika persatuan menjadi kesatuan, sebuah... July 19, 2002confusion"An assumption developed that you cannot understand life and live life simultaneously... I would say that life understood is life... June 28, 2002???sometimes i have this feeling that's just impossible to describe... like right now... it's like a sudden realization of my... June 26, 2002being categorizedi find it rather creepy that you could categorize people and predict their behaviors and emotional tendencies so precisely... could... June 19, 2002regarding mummies...went to the mfa (finally!) after work with mina + jimmy... we spent the whole 3 hours looking at the... June 15, 2002part 2just got this email (excerpt attached below) from a friend that sent me back into re-thinking the concept of 'home'...... May 30, 2002about connection & home — part 1what is it about 'home' that it matters so much to people? it actually occured to me a few nights... May 23, 2002another nice evening...went to yet another graduation party... congrats shella!!! :) was kinda bored at first cuz didn't really know that many... May 22, 2002bored.comi found these at bored.com: "if you built a time machine with all new parts, when you went back would... |