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if i were allowed just one selfish moment....

i wanna run far away, leave to another world, transform into a new being who don't have to care about anything, to a place where people never expect anything from me. return to the child that i was, to the time when everybody was happy, and the world was at peace with itself. when people i love were living life with a happy heart and without burdens, back to the time when i was able to love others with all my heart, before i learned that not everyone is the same, and sometimes people are just too selfish to care... to that time not too long ago, the time before i learned to build a wall around me to keep those people away, only to find out that i've become one of them instead.

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