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this sudden below-zero weather somehow brought me into a bleak mood... or maybe it's just because i've been listening to morbid bjork songs all night. anyway, this one's inspired by one of her songs, called play dead.

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darling, stop confusing me
with your wishful thinking
hopeful embraces
don't you understand?
i have to go through this
i belong to here
where no-one cares
and no-one loves
no light no air to live in
 a place called hate
the city of fear
i play dead : it stops the hurting
i play dead : and the hurt stops
it's sometimes just like sleeping
curling up inside my private tortures
i nestle into pain
hug suffering - caress every ache
i play dead : it stops the hurting

Posted by on January 8, 2004 12:14 AM |

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keren euy neng desi... kapan balik ke indo?

Posted by: 4d3 | January 8, 2004 07:20 AM

Wow... amazing

Posted by: -t- | January 9, 2004 08:52 AM

good job !

Posted by: emon | January 11, 2004 01:12 PM

Wah, lagi seneng dark style nih akhir2 ini ya? Anyway, whose body is it? ;)

Posted by: H | January 15, 2004 08:20 PM

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