moody
been in the strangest mood lately... feeling like i'm fading into a transparent non-existence... just floating through space without really being anywhere but within myself, or sometimes nowhere at all... like a stranger with no destination or purpose, without anywhere to return to...
well, it doesn't really mean that i'm unhappy... i think i'm reasonably happy for now... it's just a feeling that there's this empty gap that i have to fill... if that makes any sense at all...
maybe i just need to move to a new apartment... yes, that's it... that's the solution to all my problems! :P
must move to a new place soon... preferably to a bigger place with LOTS of windows, a laundry facility in building, as well as elevator, on charles street in beacon hill... ;P