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now is...

a surprisingly intense feeling of a loss...
and yet a hope of something new...
butterflies in my stomach...
and maybe a little fear...
all at the same time...
i'm not sure how i should feel...
it's a weird combination of sadness, excitement and anxiety.

Posted by d on August 26, 2002 06:58 PM |

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